Monday, June 28, 2010

evanistan

Oregonian Goodbye [HD] from evanistan on Vimeo.



more writings/viewings about evan soon

Monday, June 21, 2010

this summer

drink a lot of water

put lemon in everything
put seaweed in everything

ride bikes

wear sunscreen

have fun with people you love

Saturday, June 12, 2010

the view in my room



Discover Simple, Private Sharing at Drop.io


soundtrack by milezo

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

last weekend


















thrifting and visiting the sister in san marcos
the last 5 are by witte

peter broderick/below it

june thunderstorm

rain at frank from d andrew stevens on Vimeo.



wait till the lightening hits

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

this is what i need



i'm just standing here
with my arms open wide
look inside my head
you can see what i'm thinking

i've got shit to hide
just come on inside
take my friends and take my plans
i don't need them

and on the drive back to your place
you said, with a face i'd never seen
'this is what i need
i need this
this is what i need.'

Monday, May 31, 2010

memorial day

so, sip sip was awesome last night. i picked up the for hours and ours record too. brendan bond really knows how to pump up a crowd and look great without a shirt on, all at the same time. some of the nicest guys in the biz.

late night whiskey sippings with the baton rouge/brotherghost crew turn into whataburger scarfing then just not being able to keep my eyes open any longer laying in the grass sort of thing. i wake up with the hangover i needed to go hang out with the dad and the gmom.

wake up early. get a call from opie in houston, who is moving to atlanta to work at a bike shop. i am so far removed from the bike community right now but it is awesome to get calls from people i love, despite only really having drinking and biking in common with them for the most part. i am planning a trip out there, maybe with john before he goes to australia, or maybe as a part of a tour with brother/ghost, who thinks i am their new drummer. which is awesome.

get to the gma's. she has some hot dogs ready for us and puts a cobbler in.

i never know what to talk about with my grandmothers. they are very different kinds of texas grandmothers from each other. munner, my mother's mother, is the traditional worrywart. the 80 year old who still drives in from abeline (in the north plains/lubbock neighborhood) and thinks when my sister has a zit that it is small pox. she's got 3 fake knees, no boobs, one hip replaced twice, and is more often than not too depressed to get out of bed all day. i have a hard time coming up with things to say because she wants great grandkids so bad, and actively hates mexican people. mexican people like my sister's long time boyfriend.

the other, the one i saw today, is a non-native hardass, still sharp as a tack, and has been cooking for my father the entire month that my mom has been in germany. i often have a hard time coming up with things to discuss with her because frankly, if she's not interested in whatever it is, she will stop talking about it. she has opinions and she could give a damn about yours. she can be hard to talk to because she is way smarter than me.

today, memorial day, she told my father and i the story of her brothers john and ed going to and coming back from WWII. they were both gone for 3 1/2 years, and for that long again in korea, but in WWII their communication was limited to severely censored letters, and the radio. she told us about how her parents sat next to the radio every night and cried, never knowing where their boys were. there were no home phones or tvs. the one time they got a telegram, it was to tell my great grandparents that ed had gone MIA. this is after 3 years of not receiving more than cut up letters. for 4 months there was no more news.
assumed dead.

then, news from england. the germans had a tactic of running over shot american soldiers with their tanks on the field. ed had shrapnel in his foot and crawled into an overgrown trench with a few fellow injured soldiers and were hidden until the medics arrived. he recovered fully but had been unable to contact his family or country until long after he had been rescued. his family had already received his personal affects. apparently, on the field, the soldiers who intuited that they weren't coming back would give their cash and trinkets to a buddy to mail back to his family. my great grandparents had received a box with a different mans handwriting on it, one of eddie's fellow soldier's.

her brothers somehow managed to come back at the same time (one from the navy, one the army) and she remembers running outside and not coming back inside for a long time. she was scared of these men that she had never met. they had been gone since before she could remember.

things are different now. our food is rationed, our gas isnt' rationed, our shoes aren't rationed. my great aunt apparently saved the metal clasps from her worn out bras until the day she died in 2007. memorial day stands for something for our grandparents. i collected some stories today.


dad style


me and the sis on her last day at frank.

Andrew Hall on ICP

Andrew:

and I guess seeing the mountain goats again on Friday means I miss Insane Clown Posse the night before

what a loss

Me:

what a lossssss

Andrew:

kind of want to figure it out, you know

fuckin fanbases how do they work?

Me:

haaaa

Andrew:

also viable: working magnets, how do they fuck?


thank you, andrew

machotaildrop



so good. want to see this.

i love it so much



it takes withholding

i miss it